I HATE OCCASSIONS

yeah

i hate the 2 weeks before christmas and easter

i know this sounds nonsense and more it sounds atheistic

but heh please

think about it for a second

before every occassion we HAVE to take some GREAT decisions:

what to wear

what to eat

where to go

whom to call

what to prepare

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and the list go on and on

and finally when the it happens

when finally we are ON the day

all the efforts made before seems unusefull

on the day just before the occassion every time i have a nearly nervous break down

- it's 7.30 am i have to do 1, 2, .... 25

i still got time

- it's 12 pm i finished 1,2,3 and still have 22 things to do

i have to hurry up

- it's 3pm i finished 1 to 10 still have 15 things to do and discovered another 7 things i forget about it

OH MY GOD

- it's 5pm i managed to finish 20 things only

well that's it

i'm not doing anything more (@#$!%$^$%&^&)

i didn't get all the things done yet and i'm not going to cry

same scenario every feast

so much pressure and in the middle of it we miss the occassion itself

celebrating the birth or the Resurrection of Jesus Christ

of course the effort made for these days is because how special these days are

BUT

- wondering in the streets for days trying to find something REASONABLE to wear and not (quote from my friend christine: lebss elmomaselat dah)

can cause more then a nervous break down :)