Facing Death

it's a picture i took with my mobile to what has happened that other night
it's a car, the front half is totally destroyed after a balcony fall over it
the thing is i was there
I WAS THERE .. SAME MOMENT
i was in that street at the second the balcony was fallen down but i was about 20 or 30 meters away
with friends, we heared a bomb sound saw dust all over, couldn't see a thing for 2 minutes
and then little girl screamed : a balcony is fallen !!!
all the people in the street ran to the place of this building and there's a destroyed car
but thank god no human injuries
that's the first thing the people were shouting about " no one is hurt ! "
about 3/4 the balcony was on the floor and what's remaining of it was still there attached to the building but it shows it'll fall soon
and it did late that night the rest of it did fall over other cars and maybe one man is hurt, i don't know for sure

this happened about 10 days ago but since then i can't stop thinking that me or one of my friends could be a dead person now
we were there at the same moment it clapsed, not too far from the building !!!!!!!

scenes of my life came back to me, where i did really face death and god regive me the life blessing one more time
surprisely i remembered @ least 3 death incidents happened to me over my life, and i'm sure there are more i forget

first: it's a family legacy about the "hospital incident" i heared this story thousand times
all the olders are talking about it till now
i was about 3 or 4 years after midnight i get sick with high fiver
my parent ran the the "CHILDREN HOSPITAL" where it's supposed specialized in children medecin
no doctor was there, and i was getting worse
then a doctor shows up and wrote the necessary medecine on a paper so my parent go to buy it from outside the hospital
BECAUSE THE CILDREN HOSPITAL HAS NO CHILDREN MEDECINS
winter .. after midnight .. arround children hospital ... ???
there are no pharmacies
1st miracle is i was still alive till the medecine was found
next night .. still in the hospital .. again after midnight
i'm sick again and turned to blue
YES, i was Suffocating
my mother ran over the place asking help from any nurse or doctor
they were sleeping .. no one shows up
suddently a young doctor shows up made the necessary to help me and vanished
next day i was out of the hospital

second: i'll never forget the feel of fear i had then
we were getting down from the TRAM (don't know then name in english)
my mother was holding my hand of course
i went down the steps and before putting down my foot on the platform .. the door was closed holding my foot and it moved
all my body except for one foot was in the air: not on the platform / not in the tram
my mother hugged my body and kept move with the tram screaming "STOP"
i'll never forget the feel of fear i had then, i don't know it stayed for how long my body in the air (we eltormay beyse7lny warah) & my mother hold my body with both her hands tight and running screaming STOP
this (!@#$@#$%#%#) driver was high i think this night
because he took long time to figure out what's happening although we were in the first door of the first car, he didn't stop but just slow down and open the door
in a matter of a second (my guardian angel) some passenger hold my body with a powerfull hands from behind, raise me up in the air, put me very nicely on the platform
the door closed again and the tram moved to next station
in a minute i was half flying the next i was standing on the platform
my mother was speechless for a second try to figure out how i was pulled out of her hands and put over the platform
again: i'll never forget the feel of fear i had this night but i also 'll never forget the feel of the flying minute and the feel of being held in a powerfull hands
next day the marks on my foot was gone

third: i was swiming in open sea in one of the north coast empty villages and the current drove me to cyprus i guess
i was swiming like a machine to get back to land and the current was too powerfull to drag me to the other direction
for the people on the beach i was a dot on the horizon
later my friends and family asked me: why you didn't scream for help?
i can't, in every second i was drove away a kilo, i couldn't stop swiming
this situation lasts for 45 minutes
in the first half i was SCARED, i wasn't sinking but i couldn't get back to beach and was droven to the open sea by a strong fast current
suddenly i was calm and start to think, it's like someone was talking to me telling me this " be calm, even this will past"
i used the sea waves well and get over it to get back to beach
and it worked for sometime
but i became more and more exhausted, in the moment when i couldn't move another finger the life rescue man was there and hold my hand
i get back to the beach to find out that people were divided into 2 groups
first thought i was happily swiming because i didn't screamed for help
second thought i was droven away and i didn't notice this
no one knew i was struggling
after telling them what happened they said: we only saw you swiming, it didn't show from here that you were facing a problem
so i asked my self " if so, then who sent me the life rescue man?"

writing this made lot of things very clear to me
have nothing to say else then "Thank You God"