is life cruel? or we are?

This is deep

yesterday (as most of the days) i was hanging out with my friends, variety group, we are all girls but we aren't the same
what holding us together is the good relation we have and the history we share
suddnely, an old friend from college appeared from no where
and i mean it
there was knocking on a door .. and there she was
ZOMBIE
she was walking with closed eyes, her face was telling a clear message "I NEED TO SLEEP"
i felt happy to see her, sorry for her, million questions jumped oin my head
i call out her name, she approached and salut me
what happened next, made me think and think and think about ME, MYLIFE, ....
we were 4 friends in college, we were always together, we did spent lot of time in each other homes
and NOW
i know nothing about them, in fact i know about the one who lives abroad now more then the 2 who still live in alex
crazy?????
is life cruel? or we are?
this friend (i don't know why i still call her friend anymore) i saw her once a year by accident and lives not far from me
is this normal?
even if we weren't true friends, at least we were college colleagues

more to come
she told me this:" Oh, u r free to go whenever wherever u want, i'm not, my son doesn't give me a chance to do anything, I envy you"
this was a bomb she put it on my head and left
as i remember she was the kids girl, she could left us (adult) to play with kids even if she doesn't know them
NOW, she told me this !!!!!
is life cruel? or we are?
WE ARE
i wonder who else of my friend become a zombie because of kids or work or whatever
last night, was shocking: i remembered a list i wrote it while i was in college, list of friends
NOW, i lost contact with 80% of them, and got others as friends
this is life????
as i was telling a cousin before: by time, the paths will separete, your's and your friends, today you are always together, tomorrow who knows ?